Last night

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Twice today i was told how brave I am to be moving like this, on my own to a place i don't know (yet). For me the real bravery was coming here in the first place, when I didn't have a reason to carry on, when it seemed that the world had ended for me. That was real bravery – grieving and healing; being brave enough to really feel the pain, not run away from it or suppress it until it festered. To be moving to a new city with all that i have learnt under my belt doesn't feel brave, it just feels like freedom. I can leave this guilded cage at last and steer my boat in a new direction. I feel grateful to have lived in this little flat, grateful for the walls that sheltered me and the door i could lock.

Thank you, Flat 3, for carrying me to shore. You've been a good flat and a safe home. Thank you for everything.

So when I next sit at this page I will be in Bath; my broadband will be reconnected and I'll have (hopefully) unpacked everything, worked out where the heck the post office and nearest cash point are and cooked myself a few meals in my new kitchen. I'll be preparing for my workshops (more on that here) and it goes without saying that there will be a new pomegranate wall in the world. Thank you for all the comments you've left me on the last few posts… they mean a lot to me, they really do.

Okay, so i guess this is it.

Here i go…

one…

Two…

THREE………

JUMP!

August 29, 2008 in Grief & healing | Permalink | Comments (34)

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  1. Posted by: Paris Parfait | August 29, 2008 at 8:47 pm

    Hooray! I know this is the beginning of wonderful new adventures for you, Susannah. So happy for you. xoxox

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  2. onwards to new and beautiful adventures … excitement!! xox

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  3. happy house-warming!
    good luck with the move and settling in, susannah!
    Vx

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  4. i was thinking of you today, wondering if we’d be meeting one another this february…
    smooth moving and big love on your new adventure. xo

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  5. De-lurking to say: you ARE brave, and so inspiring! I love your blog and can’t wait to see what this new chapter in your life will bring!
    Lisa:)

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  6. Wow! Wishing you so much goodness in your new home and new city. I can’t wait to read your next post!! xo

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  7. You can do this my friend. YOU CAN. I can’t WAIT to visit you -
    LOVE YOU xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

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  8. yep, i concur, you can do dis… eye of the tiger

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  9. Good luck! This is very exciting.

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  10. Yay!
    Enjoy the freedom.
    x

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  11. you are a treasure, Susannah.
    happy leaping, jumping, flying, soaring…
    bless, bless, bless you.
    xoxo,
    gem

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  12. Just look at this stage of your life as the evolution of YOU!

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  13. You are so ready!

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  14. Posted by: Chloe | August 30, 2008 at 11:25 am

    “There are treasures beyond compare in the ocean. If you seek safety stay ashore.”
    You are so ready to embark on new adventures. Lots of wonderful things to come I’m sure… Yay you!
    xx

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  15. i don’t often comment, but i’ve been reading here for a long while.
    this photo and post are full of SO much beauty!!!
    thinking of you as you embark on this new adventure…
    looking forward to reading how it all unfolds here ;-)
    love and blesssings,susannah.
    xo

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  16. Good luck, Susannah! You’re my hero for following your instincts and following where your heart takes you. I can’t wait to hear about the new place! Have fun!

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  17. …and the world will catch you.
    I can’t wait to see yoru wall.
    ;)

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  18. susannah,
    i have been reading here for a while, and have been encouraged and inspired by your thoughts on grief, new beginnings, and forward motion. i have moved recently as well, and feel a similar energy of new life springing forth, doors opening. it is a powerful and important thing to follow your heart in this way, and i just wanted to wish you well as you walk the true path!
    blessings…
    rebecca

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  19. you go, girl!

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  20. A jump to freedom :)
    Good luck with setteling in!!
    xox

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  21. happy new home ! happy new life !

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  22. Best of luck in your new home!!

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  23. Yippee! Hooray! I can’t wait to read your next post! Soooo exciiiitiiing… :)

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  24. Best wishes for your new adventure !

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  25. I love how you are able to identify your bravery along with each and every detail it encompasses in your life. I was going to write a comment on your last post saying how brave I thought you were just in having the ability to say goodbye to familiarity and embrace change. However I think you put it best in this post. You are one brave (and strong) Chica :) Best wishes on your new journey…

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  26. Courage, peace, laughter – I wish them all for you.

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  27. good luck susannah – heres to new beginnings and pomegranate walls!…x

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  28. It’s been an honour to witness your bravery, healing and share in the journey. I can’t wait to see what you create next in this world. The workshop sounds great – I wish I was closer! xx, JP/deb

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  29. You are brave in every sense of the word and I can barely see you soaring, you’re so high up there. I love you so much.

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  30. wishing you only the best ahead….

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  31. good luck with the classes

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  32. WELCOME TO BATH!!!

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  33. yay you!
    :)
    i too am excited to hear more.
    and by the way,
    i am in LOVE with that photo.
    wow.
    blessings,
    mccabe x

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  34. I’m sending you warm thoughts and prayers during your move… I hope everything went/goes smoothly…
    You are so brave!! I’m so happy for you!
    Good Luck

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